| Well my people...it has been about a month since I started this thing, and I am finally going to write in it.
Right now, life is going great...with an exception to a few things. I just bought myself a 1998 Chevy Silverado, I sold my old 1987 Plymouth Caravelle, I finally got my black 30GB ipod, I am making good money at work, I recently joined a fraternity, and I am single. Life would be so rockin' for me IF I didn't have the drama.......My mom has started to get another one of her mood swings, when she wants to control everything I choose to do in life. She does this about 3-4 times a year. I never want to go home, because I know I will have to listen to her bitching. I am fucking 21 years old! My mom needs to learn to just back the fuck up and let me do my own shit. Most of the time I am cool with letting her know what I am up to, but like I said, she's in one of her control freak mood swings...........more drama........I have started seeing a girl I work with, but not officially dating. We seem to click real well, BUT she is 28 years old, still married (in the process of getting divorced) and she has 4 kids. Why is it that I only get interested in women who bring extra luggage into a relationship. My last girl I was with was a Jehovah's Witness. That had "Not Going To Last" all over it, but did I pay attention to that...of course not.........drama continued......I work with a complete ass, as one of my managers at work. For more than a year, he has done nothing but piss me off for no reason. I have tried to figure out why he is like this to me, cause he gets along with everyone else, but never get an answer. I gave my general manager a warning that I may blow up on him one day, so that he won't be surprised when Desmond pushes my last button...............time left for on last drama prob.............MY SISTER. I will never understand why she pushes me away. I try to be cool with my sister, talk to her when I can, but she never opens up. On top of that, when she decides to get on my nerves, like every sibling does to an older bro or sis, she is always afraid that I am going to hit or something. Yes, at one point in time I was a little physical when she pissed me off, but that was probably more than 5 years ago. She would argue that I have hit her last month or something similar.???? Where does she come up with this crap? I do nothing but help her when I can and try be a good big brother. I am just afraid that she will keep to herself so much that she is going to end up doing something that she really shouldn't do. I just wish that she would talk to me every now and then, and let me know what going on in her life. Besides the new clothes she bought over the weekend. I share with her what's going on in my life. In fact I asked her to help me make this blog site, so that I could hang out with her just a little while and see if she might talk to me...didn't work. Hopefully, she'll come around.
Well it's time for me to go. I about to take my new "unofficial" girl out to the Rodeo. I hope I am not making a mistake by hanging out with her. Peace out my people. |
